phuket day 3 - james bond island

i shall let the pics talk for themselves :)

where where where where where is my bf.

heh. out of 5471 pictures in 57 folders which takes up 7.89GB worth of space, i cannot find a single decent full length picture of myself. wth.

i was a little sad when mabel said she broke up with ttp. and i admire that bit of courage she had for facing up to reality. cos i would never have had any.

from day one, she knew they would never end up together..but yet she chose to leave when she still loved him. in a way, their love was still beautiful in its own ways.

i know im in the stage of denial. i know im just lying to myself. and i know it wont be long...

i just bought another IPL + facial package!

im a happy girl!

minus a little unhappiness that my bf doesnt want to do facials.

=)

last nite's episode by the fountain left my tear duct short by at least 100ml.

please dont ever mention it again....... unless really required.

am back and freaking drowsy. had allergy rash probably cos of the sea water.

all 3 of us got sunburnt where lok's is the worst. her entire arms turned red. so much for the sunblock..

gg back to have a goooood long sleep.

previous post was set back to draft, so...the bitch wouldnt get to read it.

and im goinggggggggg to phuuuuketttttttttt!!! woooohooooooooooo.

the beach. the sea. the sun. the food. the alcohol. the company. the resort!

yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i am STILL feeling hyper from sunday's forest adventure. we didnt managed to finish all 4 sites due to the rain, and we got vouchers to go back again! yay. i didnt scream one single bit in the longest 200m flying fox from one tree down across the reservoir. ha.

i want to do so many things!

kayaking, blading, cycling, jogging, forest adventuring, rock climbing, squashing! thank god i will be in june!! all my weekends in june is full! yipppeeee!

ah miu became like this.
ah mei gets a pure silk 'scarf' from suzhou
the allergy that freaked me out

even comes with 3d effects.

sent mabel off at the airport with a mini hoo-haa over her one way ticket to ho chi minh city who finally cries and goes off on a supposingly 2 months stint in the land of pho and nguyens. few days later, her mum tells me she's coming back on the 22nd. ha. but at least she'll be going to the hk branch to continue her internship. over at paris, her dear brother seems to be having a ball of a time travelling around, looking for internships in london. how nice to be a rich man's son.

yesterday i had too much sleep.

today i woke up with only 5 hours of sleep and an angry me.

i had that urge to paste a "no running around and making noise within 100 metres of my room before 8.30" all over my room door.

why does my mum have so much energy to run around the house making a hell lot of noise with mei at 7am in the morning ?!?!?! WHY.

i refuse to accept any explanations.

yes yes, im spoilt.

why do i still feel sleepy even though i had like 9.5 hours of sleep??

bf came back early this morning, slept till 3, went out for dinner at 5. and he's going away next sat. again.

den me leh???

im awfully bored to tears. the allergic rash that freaked me out yesterday is gone, and the sims 3 that i've been wanting to play doesnt work cos of my lousy inbuilt graphics card. just when i barely stepped into the world of sims 3. dammit. and my bf isnt free to be with me.

im really really really really bored. maybe i should eat a sleeping pill so i can sleep at 9pm den i wont be complaining.

argh. can i have a new boyfren, boyfren?

i didnt managed to sleep till 5+ !! i started feeling itchy at nite which i tried to sleep it off, but i was still freaking scratching at 3.30am!? woke up to look for medicine, found one that says "for itchy skin" and immediately popped one. this morning, i realised that might have been meimei's medicine i took! it didnt work anyway, and i could finally fall asleep at 5 only after applying calamine lotion on my back, stomach, arms and neck. goodness.

now im wondering if it was the avocado shake or the overdosage of peanuts that caused this allergy rash. i almost wanted to cry at 4+ cos it was already so late, my mum was sleepin in the other room, bf dunoe in the skies or in hotel and i didnt know wad to do. ha. typical me.

whyyyy do i have so many problems when bf is not around!

its only thursday! the past 2 weeks seems to have passed reallllly slow

i recently go to work with a cannot be bothered attitude.

1. i wouldnt stay any later den 6.45pm if there's nothing urgent.
2. i saw the emails that weren't sent out, but i didnt tell anyone. (for the 983482734th time, the freaking emails is NOT MY PROBLEM.)
3. i see a un-necessary full stop in the email subject header of some triggered emails, but i didnt ask my developer to remove that dot.
4. 2 sections of info are not displaying in one of the pages, but i just said ok when my developer said he was busy with phase 2.
5. i'm going for my facial instead of staying for the deployment later.
6. i take longer lunches these days.
7. the alarm at 8.15am continues snoozing till 8.45am.
8. i dont bother switching screens whenever someone walks past me while im msning or surfing the net.
9. i openly surf jobsdb at work.
10. i told my pm "dont need to retrench, i quit myself"

i love number 10 the most. if i have the guts (maybe after 3 tequila shots?), i'd tell my boss off. you dont just happily change the date of our payday. we all have our commitments. i have relatively big amounts of money to be giro-ed out every 5th, that explains why im so anal over the payday mr boss. as a boss, you jolly well email ur staff of the change. we are not worms in your stomach, we dont noe wtf u are thinking. and for goodness sake. please pay our claims. im quite tempted to contact MOM if sitting on our claims this long is even legal?

seriously, what's wrong with this company???

its only a short few months we've been together, but im not so sure i'll be able to let go. it seems like only last week i was crying over him. i dont think i'll be able to take another break up so soon.

please. please dont let go now.

im not sure where and whom i caught my fever from. but i started feeling sleepy after lunch and hot during dinner. came back only to find myself feeling cold. by cold, i meant wearing a jacket and covering myself with 2 blankets and is still near to shivering. i dunoe why im suddenly feverish when i didnt feel sick prior to lunch.

and.

whereeeeeeeeeeeee in the world is my bf when i need him.

answer: he's in los angeles.

when i told my girls the sms conversation between me n my mum, they said my mum is so damm cool. ha.

me: went back to get my white dress but its sold out!! sadness. my world just collapsed on me. *3 crying faces*
her: well, u're not meant to have that dress. and u just saved $$ !
me: but not having it is causing me unnecessary emotional distress. i wont be able to sleep tonight cos i'll miss the dress :(
her: if that's the case, why didnt u buy it in the first place? no point regretting it now. move on baby.

hahahahahahha. which mum in the world asks her daughter to "move on baby" just because of a dress?!?!

my mum, sometimes i loveeeeeeeeeeeee her like hell, sometimes i hateeeeeeee her. she said to give her lesser every month so that i can save extra. so nice can! i give her alot more den my other frens does cos she spent alot on my uni, i cant say anything about that. but now she offers to reduce her monthly $$ so that i can save it up! perhaps i caught her in the right mood =)

a day at the world's smallest universal studios

on the way!

splashing water is only a form of cheap entertainment.

"flying" across doesnt make the show anymore entertaining.

the real skeleton used in the filming of jurassic park. and this is the que for lunch.

the only impressive part of uni studios.

very very majestic.

this is how small uni studios is.

the land of far far away. which is really just shrek's world.

overall, i wasnt impressed by singapore's universal studios. it is really nothing compared to tokyo's and florida's. having visited the other 2, im sorry i was complaining throughout how pathetic sg's version is. having to que for rides under the hot sun isnt something i would fancy paying for either. having to visit a un-complete uni studios with rides that says "COMING SOON" isnt something i am very happy about either. we went in free cos his sister pre-bought tickets and didnt wan to go. it came with $25 RWS voucher too, so we had a free lunch and a shirt.

side tracking, i have friends who commented that my current bf isnt someone they would think i would be with. yes, i do agree. he isnt someone who meets my bf requirements, and probably my mum's. he may not be a very handsome nor charming nor tall nor golden brown tanned nor romantic nor sweet nor rich. but i still love him so. i know he tries his very best to be a good bf. and although i know would really be seeing him only for half a month, half a year, half a lifetime, because of his frequent flying, i am really trying to adapt to such a lifestyle.

until the day when i really cant accept his flying, i shall love him so.

love you.

my appt with the gynae didnt concluded anything substantial. the answer i needed most was only a "should be able to give birth next time" -_-

and she is freaking expensive can?! i still have to go down for another scan which 300 bucks would be transferred from my pocket to hers. freaking hell. why are doctors so expensive!? GPs should charge only $10 for consultation and specialists $20!

and. bf is flying off for 2 weeks. goodness. i hope i wont forget how he looks like. ha. nanjing, anchorage, los angeles, dallas, chicago, uae. i hope he buys my forever 21 and dermalogica stuffs!

pretty pretty please?

im a very timid person. i literally jump in my seat when it comes to action scenes in the movies; i jump when sharon calls me JOANNE suddenly; i even jump when ah hao just suddenly EH me when going up the stairs.

i woudnt jump at seeing the doctor, but i cannot deny the fact that im scared when it comes to the gynae.

please dont tell me i cant give birth ok.

i need a new phone! i love my current one, but the theme and wallpaper auto changes to the default one. perhaps its sick of having me on the wallpaper.

i wouldnt mind a touchscreen but.
it has to come with physical or qwerty keypad.
it cannot be too big cos i dont like a bigg thingy in my pocket.
it cannot be too ex, if not i would have gotten an iphone n finished playing the games.
it cannot be too unresponsive, else i'd really throw it against the wall.

im so tempted to get nokia 6700 which isnt a touchscreen. but that sounds dumb.

i know im very mafan.

wtf.

after spending the entire afternoon (by entire, it meant from 2ish - 7pm!) switching between the 2 dvds, when it was almostttt done, i got this crap. like wtf?!?! i've gone thru more den 30 cyclic redundancy check errors during this installation and it fails me right at the last critical moment. omg can. clicked retry 5 times and finally cancel. and it disappeared in 10 seconds. thanks ah. i so feel like breaking this dvd into 2.

the substitute for the bf didnt go through after all. ha. thank god i still have my sims 2.

bf! u noe wad to buy me! maybe its cheaper in america?

and! he's only coming back on thurs =( but! we get to go universal studios! yay! tat's like the only happening event in my life these recent months?! im so sick of the malls. and mushrooms! i swear my fridge has at least 10 packs of mushrooms the recent weekends can?!

why does his flying make my pillow wet?

teriyaki spag with chicken for lunch, hdb hub's rojak for tea break and tom yum soup for dinner!

and i figured the answer to QQ prawns.

woke up at 5 cos the bf's flight was delayed by 24 hours and checked if aunt's flight was delayed. just when i had planned my saturday cooking lunch/dinner, bringing my dog for her acupuncture and having rojak at hdb hub.

and then i dreamt of rick. ha. why not the current bf or mr nguyen but rick. i was at ncs seminar where i saw alot of friends, including averil?! was sitting next to scott n den rick's relatives suddenly waved to me and next thing was i was outside his house, which was somewhere opposite parkway. i thought i stepped into some hotel suite can! soooooo luxuriously themed and i suddenly saw him. ha. with abit of moustache i think. he just looked different. and he just bathed..in some robe or towel. he was angry when he saw me (why?!) but after abit of coaxing we were holding hands?! so weird.

and the next thing i was thinking of was how to break the news to my current bf.

and the bloody phone rang. dammit.

so random. so weird. hor?

randomly random's cravings.

yesterday it was lor mai kai. got it opposite at market street but it wasn't wad i was expecting. disappointed me.

today it's curry. the big pot of home cooked kind where i could dip my toasted baguette bread in.

i would be a happy girl if i can have my big pot of home cooked curry, mr avocado's avocado shake, hdb hub's rojak and a nice lor mai kai.

ah. and chilling at some alfresco cafe talking rubbish and watching the world go by.

=)

when the riots are over, when the air tix are cheap, when the hotels are cheap,

i shall go to bkk again!!

and i doooont wan to stay in baiyoke sky again if possible.

the agreement?

reading the letter of agreement my stupid p came up with months ago made me teared.

and he's back tonite! i shall have a bf for a week before im bf-less again.

just as i wasnt feeling too well, the bf had to fly. for 2 days. but it feels like 4.

few minutes into his flight, i have a headache and im starting to sneeze.

on top of this, he wont be around for the next 3 weekends. it makes me miss perth and someone even more =(

whyyyyyyy am i always in long distance relationships?? why?

yes, i chose him out of the guys i met from the events and whatnots, but im beginning to regret my decision. why did i even choose someone who is always flying around cos of work?! why couldnt i have chosen the teacher? or the army guy? or mr 25th floor? or any other guy who doesnt fly this often!

god.

on a slightly more happy note, mr 25th floor left a bottle of lin yang water when i was lunching.. so sweet.

oh! and mr a is angry with me again. i didnt noe he couldnt take jokes. oh wells. i seriously think he should go for anger management courses cos who the hell flares up one moment and den offers me food and opens the door for me?!

a seafood dinner at jumbo's left me with a sore throat n runny nose.

=(

didnt do much the entire long weekend!