yes, my mei is going through acupuncture! ha. 85 bucks per session, twice a week for 4 months. her chinese medicine alone costs 190 ? i definitely wont be having bird nest the next few months.

flea!

similar outfits unplanned.

our little space.

the hot cross buns aunt bought me reminded me a hell lot.

my very first easter day at erica underwood with julie.

the stares at brumby's chocolates buns cos its expensive.

the hesistation over coles' buns's flavours.

and the packs of buns that was specially flew over for me n mum.

the criticizer.

first, alvin said i was hopeless.

today, he said i dont have much moral values.

yes yes, so what's next?

the preloveds.

my maid! is one of the best i can ask for. ha. she picks up english n chinese real fast. was my fashion consultant when i had to be in office wear for abn and now she's helping me to sell my old clothes to the other maids around my condo. i was just thinking on the way home whether even 2 pieces would be sold since sales on my sunday's flea was pretty slow. and she passed me 86 bucks when i got home. ha! and she was selling at a corner downstairs while miumiu's maid helped to keep a lookout while taking care of the dogs.

86 bucks and rid of some clothes. probably around another 20 pieces left and i can shop without anyyy naggings from mum.

yayness!

the hails.

got to know that uwa has been hit by the hail storm and chris mentioned u're staying not far away from uwa. i hope u, your place and your car isn't affected?

g.u.y.s.

i wonder why some guys pms-es just like that.

i swear i didnt say nor do anything wrong but he's angry with me?

like hello????

-_-

picnic tmr evening and a flea market stall to tend on sunday.

i dont want to be frightened by the amount of clothes i have tmr.

but. on the other hand. 久的不去新的不来!! 哈哈.

i just wan to get rid of them before my next shopping trip to hk. =)

3月15日

如果还在一起，那我们就已经五年了。

无意中在fb看到了你们庆祝薇玲生日的照片。。你看起来好像比较帅了。。也看起来很开心？我只希望你过得快乐，记得要吃饭啊，不要因为忙着工作而不吃。

chris跟我说他把我的信和相片框较给你了。凡正这些也没用了，你要丢就丢吧。

我现在的生活也很好，男朋友也很疼我。我不否认偶尔也会想起你，想起在柏斯的日子，和chris聊起你也会哭，但我很清晰我已经慢慢的在放下你了。

我们将近要一年没见了啊。。真心的希望你在柏斯过得很快乐。

i suddenly just feel like eating cereals.

i got the free picnic set, but. im not so sure i even want to go for the picnic now.

phuket's confirmed!

hk's on the way! and mabel will be in hk too!

aweeeeeesome.

but. its ABN. SCO. and another surprise tmr before the fun.


ohhhh! and i saw alvin during lunch! also working in abn! ha. another lunch partner.

i was supposed to go universal studios on 27th april. but thanks to sia, he's going to be in alaska and europe and hk for 2 weeks =(((((

i dont wan to hear the word alaska.

therapized?

had lunch with alvin yesterday at the famous shao la place at ocbc but i thought it was only so so. the roast meat was so tough i had to concentrate on chewing it. we had tiramisu at this small cafe-like place near the sail.

it wasn't really much of a lecture but alot of whys that made me ponder hard over the overly sweet tiramisu. he said his story was more complicated than mine.. but mine's equally complicated. anyway anyhow. i joined them and other girls from operations dept last night for a drink. all we had for dinner was a scoop of ben n jerry's chocolate therapy and fish food (yes fish food it is).

perhaps it was the empty stomach, perhaps it was the mood that made me wan to join sharon in her tequila pop. i seriously thot it was a shot, in a shot glass with salt and lemon slice and not a half glass full of tequila that warmed my stomach almost immediately.

i knew i cried. i knew i was missing someone. i knew i was missing perth. and i wished it was tralee way i came home to. i wished i saw the blue honda civic on the driveway and the green dice in my lit up room.

alvin asked why i replied to the sms.. maybe i shouldnt the next time.

星期六

为了陪我跑步，坐了一个小时的车。。我很感动。

一整晚还得忍我那么多的胡闹。。哈哈。我知道我话很多，废话也特别多。

要做我男朋友可不简单啦。

还是要说声谢谢你，谢谢你这样无条件的爱着我。谢谢你没有放弃过我。

你在事业上也要加油哦，我以你为荣。

the drive thru.

mabel intro-ed me this drive thru movie at tanjong rhu, a part of singapore i've never explored. the closest i've got was when i was kayaking in the waters but walking along the pebble bay condo seemed alittle like applecross and south (or east?) perth. a tale of despereaux was boring. but the atmosphere, the wind and mr p made it less. halfway through the movie, there was fireworks which i would have easily run away to hide thinking it was some bombs becos it was so loud!

my princess has cateracts =(

the homemade yu sheng without the yu

flown in from kuching

cny and a hint of love.

abn's operations office

the yearly affair

a very pretty and sweet pink flower

jan's stuffs.

2nd aunt's bday cake from the patissier

my earrings stand from bkk!
bought my kiehl's eyecream n gave me 3 moisturizer samples!

our giant earthquake

irritating vjc kids at 8am right downstairs my block

被爱的感觉 好辛福。

the friend.

met up with chris sometime before the new year.. we talked, we laughed, we ate, we drank, we hugged, i cried. he is always so full of rubbish, sometimes so rubbishy i dont noe wad to reply him. but so nice enough for me to bully him. when i see him, it auto relates to waterford, the jogs, the cooking, the mugging, the talks at the swing and the guys. anyway, he was so nice enough to offer me his bed when i go to perth and so nice enough to be my messenger.

im not sure if u've received this.. i know its abit inappropriate or perhaps it reached you at a wrong timing. u can throw it or burn it.. the content probably wouldnt relate nor matter to you anymore.

moooooosaiced.

i still love the green one the most, cos it was my first attempt and most successful one. last nite's paste was abit too runny and the fan made the paste dry up before i was done. if only i can mosaic one wall in my room!

i had a weirddd dream! i was in thailand with junel (a sec sch fren) and god knows why we were in some foresty place. somehow i was alone in this wooden place full of stairs. and there was this super big and long white snake, but hot-pink headed! so i was shouting for junel and the tour guide, and i came face to face with the snake. i recall squatting down, perhaps thinking that the snake would be stupid enough to miss me. and then i woke up.

and! some guy from some agency was looking for me to remove some content in my blog, but isn't this my blog, my space? anyway, removed it already lah.

mosaic-ed.

empty frame +
mosaic tiles =

pretty frames!

individually pieced with love.

all on a sat afternoon.

with 42 oz of flour, salt, baking soda and love..
all mine.
the before
and the after. also done with love.

thank god my photo frame turned out well for a first timer. i shall finish up my other 2 frames tonite!

i should be happy cos i got my avocado shake! although not the usual thick shake and not being able to enjoy it in such a dull environment, the surprised personal delivery makes it so.

thank you dear! =)

so much for moving up to stop the support phase.

yes we dont get users coming up to us now.

but. we get 2 rubbish coming up to us. and they expect us to give them instant solutions, fix everything on the same day. i rather face users than these 2.

rubbish.

when you're happy and sad.

im happy. im not happy.

i got a free trip to usa from mum. i've moved up to 26th floor with the IT team.

i want to be happy cos i am! i wan to be sad cos 26th floor is freedom-less.

=) =(

kfc's egg tarts is in town! yay! i no longer have to purposely create stomach space for egg tarts when we're in hk/china!

flu-ish =(

abn was announcing something about aussie dollars, and it reminded me of mine at home.

i should sell them to stop myself from thinking i would be going back one day to use them.

i went for a dating dinner last fri with ms n and r. there were 52 of us on his list, but definitely not all turned up with me being the late-st! devi commented off an extremely important line of code in a stored procedure which resulted in crm being un-usable from 6.01pm onwards. just when the entire day was problem-less and was thinking of packing up soon for the dinner, 3 users called within 5 mins and cs thought it was the sql server's password that expired since it was the month end as well. anywayy, she managed to solve the problem and i reached the dinner place at 8pm! just as well, cos the guys on my table weren't anything near wad i was looking for. there were 4 rotations, so i saw 16 guys out of the 26. to quote jerald - its enough and we've had our money's worth. ha.

over the weekends, i had 4 guys emailing me. im sorry i didnt reply cos i was moody the entire weekend, and none of u is what im looking for.

im super moody today.

i didnt feel like going out, but i got dragged out to.
i didnt feel like squeezing with the crowd, but i had to.

the day sucked.

and i feel like shit.

i miss the 3.50 ice milk tea with rainbow jelly.
i miss the chilli pepper chicken.
i miss the crossiant with sausage and mushrooms breakfast.
i miss mario kart on computer.


sometimes, i would rather not know the truth.


and i feel like laksa tmr. alone.

im so tired.

some days i really feel like taking an mc just to sleep.

and i really really really dont understand how women can wake up so early to make up, dress up, have breakkie, go to work in super high heels and still get to work by 830am ?!

do they have some super magic powers that does their makeup instantly?
do they have some super feet that doesnt feel any pain nor uncomfort in the super high heels?

one of my users actually looked at me top to toe while waiting for the lift -_- it isn't easy for me to wake up and rush down for a 9am breakfast meeting, let alone dressing up. i know i look like some kid or intern amongst all the staffs here, but. stop looking at me! can?

way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

almost dynamically crazy.

as much as i want to get out on a holiday again, i cant.

i cant always be going on holidays to temporarily forget myself.

i've been so much more busy at abn with the launch of dynamics, overwhelmed with users/bugs/changes/troubleshooting since monday that i think i'll go crazyyy soon. thankfully abn staffs are a nice and patient bunch of people. but. dynamics is reallllllly unstable. it hangs, it freezes, it doesnt load, it gives the server error and whatnots. i dont understand why some people dont bother escalating this to abn's IT team when these minor glitches does affect us and the users. and the hangings adds on to my frustrations.

im tired of gossipping about some people already. the many little things some people do here and there. and i wish to say, i dont leave work at 6pm sharp ok?

less than 2 months to march 15! 3 special occasions happen to fall on march the fifteen..

旧的不去, 新的不来

how apt.

bits and pieces.

the prata man is still here...except he moved to another corner instead of just downstairs.

the mango salad at chatchuchak still tastes the same...

the chocolate donuts are still as nice as it was..


and the food courts are still the same...

seeing piglet makes me wanna buy every pooh eeyore piglet i see.

bangkok felt as if i was there just yesterday. even the airport at 7am felt so familiar. i didnt go to paragon and discovery centre this time.. i'd also prefer keeping paragon the way it is in my memories instead of overwriting them with new ones.

i dont deny i missed that trip a terrible lot. in fact, i see a lot of flashbacks in my mind everywhere i go. the food courts, the coconut drinks, the tshirts, the visit to patpong, the rooftop bar at 83rd floor and the shop at chatchuchak that sold the pouch.

xin lỗi, em nhớ anh nhiều.

back! was already official bankrupt for this month before the trip, and even more so after. thank god i got my claims back yday! and happily bought another 2 skirts today at bysi! more clothes for the new year!!

new year. new hair. new clothes.

new job?

new bf?

finally done with the main chapters for the freaking damm user guide.

off to a place full of memories soon! and to create new memories =)

on mc!

yes, i admit i do plan my mc(s). but not this time! my giddyness is back again, only to realise i had it back during the same period last year. and its time for a medical check up.

my to do list is always growing, such that i really dont know what to do. i just feel like packing up and leave.

can someone teach me how to finish 3 user guides in 1 day, set up few hundred email notifications, edit 2 troublesome reports, test the entire system and set all the fields in crm to read only by this week?

two zero one zero.

i dont have any resolutions neither do i wan to have any.

but. i do hope to untie this knot i have soon.

the first day.

went to mabel's place for dinner earlier on, and she told me about wad my mum and her mum were gossipping about me. goodness. they assumed the guy in my fb pics is my new bf! crazy. and they said he doesnt look like a good boy. ha. and that even though mr nguyen isnt mature enough, but at least he is a good boy. funny how they have 101 comments before, during and after the relationship.

new year's fireworks.

i got reminded of him again. the cab ride down to esplanade, the walk and the squeeze at marina. the fireworks.

whilst everyone else was making merry during the fireworks, i cried. cos of you. cos of memories.

i hope u get a proper job soon, i hope u are happy and healthy.

i really shouldnt be thinking of you so often.