im 930 bucks poorer. the oxygen and some ampule had better work wonders for my face.

its so easy for my beautican to con me :(

T[1][2][3] and the budget.

i realised i seem to be accquainted with the airport, in some way or another.

mr r. was the main renovations contractor for the airport..

mr n. used to come down once a month and i would always send him off for the 3.50pm flight..

mr e. always brought me there for paktor-ing n ice cream.

mr c. works there..

ha. wads up with me and changi..

i miss him and he miss me. and i know i cant always be living in the past..
i have to move on.

i know i know i know i know i know i know.
its often easier said den done.

but i'll try. my best to.

its been ages since i've had the time and chance to be alone in my study room at this time, blasting music loudly and doing my stuffs.

i love such me-times =)

and i need to start and finish project [m] fast!

the plain-shirt-fetished one that buys 8 at a go...

the weekly stocks

the last royal show.

the 100km drive up and down joondalup. for a dvd writer i remembered?

and the chinatown feast at bkk.

so many memories, i don't know how to put them aside..

the urge.

i suddenly have the go blading alone while listening to my emo songs on my bang n olufsen serenata. listening to music on bang n olufsen's puts music on my humble nokia 6500 down. badly. ha.

november twenty fourth.

i suddenly feel lost..

and emo-ing with my emo music on my aunt's serenata is the next closest to calming my soul.

and i miss someone. rather badly. someone...

happppppy tuesday!

the sail

i spreaded alittle of my 'joanne-ness'

fake, but so pretty =)

naveen's hand

my swollen finger. all because of a twig.

argh.

i made a new enemy. twigs. twigs are my biggestttt enemies in ecp. dammit. i screamed and woobled over a few today and had my worst fall to date over one as well.

now i have a swollen left index finger. all thanks to twigs. hmph.
and the stupid pilot didnt hear what i said. stupid pilot. hmph.

mister potato.

i love and hate him. love his jokes, but he is slowwwww. adding/removing of fields in the contact memo form took him few hours, and he wasn't done even at 8. i decided to edit using paint at 7+ otherwise i'd be stuck at abn the entire night babysitting him telling him every single step to do.

he bought us a snack called...michi? ha. green chilli coated with masala flour. and he was on and on about "the michi time" he is always full of rubbish jokes that we seem to be laughing loudly few times per hour!

he: safi's still in mda, he's not in office. but pretty girl say he in office. she doesnt know cos she never communicate. i call him last night to talk so i know. we have communication.

few seconds later,

he: if i see her husband, i must communicate with him. i will ask him, hi how are you.. what's your number?

hahahahahahahaha. stupid guy. and stupid pretty girl. hmphhhh.

project [abn]

this project sucks, but my team doesn't! heh. by team, PM is not included. naveen, who has worked with me for mda, is hilarious! he cracks silly jokes about pretty girl. ha! and i've reinstated her nicknames. TOW, pretty girl, bitch and i told them about the "cover ur bloody face with ur bloody scarf" hahahahahaha.

anyway, naveen cracked alot of jokes and im beginning to love him! not literally, but i didnt really like him during mda's times cos he was slow and forever telling me this and that cannot be done. and we concluded, she's still this bitchy cos her husband is not doing his bed duties! she comes up with different patterns everyday, like asking us to come in at 830 but she doesnt appear till 9+, telling us the users complained we knock off at 6 sharp when which f-ing user would do that?! goodness.

thank god we have naveen to make us laugh! he really has the cheek to say funny things to pretty girl!

she: naveen, where's the contact memo?
nav: contact memo....contact naveen lah.

nav: this issue u added, the deadline is 14th oct, but i havent joined this company yet..
she: oh.. *keeps quiet*
me: *burst out laughing*

pretttttttty girl pretty girl. dunoe wad to say about u..perhaps ur husband isn't satisfying you or perhaps you are just this bitchy. i dont know.

but meanwhile, please cover your bloody face with your bloody scarf ya? and i can see you really like your two eyeshadow makeup alot. yucks.

the [d] challenge.

as expected, i didnt get in lah. but i thought at least an email to inform me was the least tnp could do. or perhaps they were one of the missed calls i had while i was away. anyway, i didnt have the fate to meet these people and i shall live with it.

rockclimbing was goooooood yesterday and the guys were of a younger age group, comparing to the uncles at gokon dinners. good thing i was paired up with one too. jay and his fren ish not bad! ha. april's interested in his fren, so i shall not fight with her. i cant believe jay loves flowers. like omg. ha. seriously! still waiting for the pictures from the organisers and champagne jsg is more personalised den sdu, i feel. the initially pairing up of us was done discreetly in the first ice breaking game and they take pictures! i dont see sdu taking pictures of their dinners and events.

and its monday tmr again. hmphs. sianness. i wan my happy workdays again. =(

b.a.c.k.

siem reap was...fun with my girls! any longer than 3d2n would be a torture cos there isn't much to explore in this small city which is also the 2nd poorest city in the world? waking up at 4+ in the morning for 3 consecutive days wasn't easy too! spent 2 times more den my estimated 80usd =(

and i came back probably 1 tone tanner AGAIN. just when im losing my tan from kayaking.

and work isn't all that fun anymore. so much so that im dreading to go to work and seriously wanting to quit. i dont see any point in me being in abn full time doing testings and creating test records just becos of lazy people that exists. pls don't have the cheek to tell me you have never tested YOUR stuffs becos u dont have time, and i catch you facebook-ing on the other hand. and fyi, i dont intend to become some QA test analyst in future, so it doesnt mean i'm a good tester just because i was exceptionally strict with mda.

where is my rich handsome bf when i needs him! hmphs..

tnp's [d] challenge

alicia smsed me in the morning that she saw me in tnp! kinda weird seeing myself in the papers although it was a small pic.. i kinda expected 20 to be shortlisted instead of just 8.. so my chance is 50% but! who the hell would pay 20 cents to vote for a stranger?! i wouldnt. and i leave it to fate whether i get into the top 8. and whether the doctor and lawyer gets in too. i pray for the doctor please? ha.

another.impulsive.moment.

i answered the 5 questions..chose my 2 pictures..and hesistated for minutes whether to click that send button. no idea why i was so enthusiastic initially to join this [d] challenge. i sent it anyhow, all in the name of fun. not that there were any prizes, but i was in more for the fun and making friends. and! i panicked when i saw the email that i got shortlisted. like seriouslyyyyy panicked! especially when they want my erm, so humbly humble vital stats.

and the email from the new paper -

1. Should you be chosen as the final 8, there are several things to note:
There is a makeover photoshoot session on Monday 16 Nov, 7pm. Hair, makeup and wardrobe will be provided for the shoot.We'll have experts to tell us how best to enhance your look, so you'll look the best in every situation.But before that, we would need you to head down to The Body Shop to meet with their expert, so we can speak to her about the type of makeup and skincare routine that'll suit you. This is LIKELY to happen Friday 13 Nov, 7pm.

2. We'll be sending your photos to the hairdresser too and he'll be giving his opinion too. He might want to trim your hair or color it (but we've stressed that it has to be natural and not alter your appearance too radically, unless you permit it). If you're required to trim your hair, this is likely to happen on Thurs 12 Nov, around 7pm too.

Both times, there will be a The New Paper (TNP) photographer present to capture the behind the scenes moment too.Then, I'll need your sizes (chest, waist, hips, height) so our stylist ZH (who has styled The New Paper New Face since 2003, and celebrities such as Zoe Tay, Huang Biren, Joanne Peh, Jesseca Lui, Dawn Yeoh, Pierre Png and Christopher Lee, just to name a few) can selected the appropriate selection from Topman (for guys) or Dorothy Perkins (for girls).

sounds exciting huh. and thank god they emphasized on being natural. makeup absolutely does not blend in well on a tanned skin like mine. sunday's the new paper! OMGGGGGG

project red tomato failed! hah. stupid me and some red tomato.

thatsuddenimpulse.

went to marina, played the arcades, came out and passed by chapter 2. hesistatedddd and ha, told myself i'd cut my hair if they're available. and true enough they were! 2nd time cutting my hair shorrrrt with chapter 2. and i so miss my longgggg hair now.

me and my itchy backside and that impulsive split second resulted in ......

this. ha. so short.

but nvm, i look like even younger now!

steamboat at rachel's

sooooooooooooo pretty. each mosaic tile was carefully pieced!

blading mates.

the weekly blading mates.
the girls! =)

my 3 minutes enthusiasm

went blading for 3 consecutive days and im achingggggg. all over. from my arms all the way down to my toes. weather was good without the strong blazing sun these few days even at 1+ pm yday.. mr d. said he hasnt blade for 10 yrs, but he still ended up so pro.

even mr cs. is catching up, fast! dammit. when i am still tryin to figure out how one leg in front can make one more stable? and not screaming every now and then. sorry lah, but i cant help screaminggggg for help hor. even a twig on the floor makes me...wobble. today's session was the longest ever.. from mac to fort road, and then to the skate park. 2 months later, we can go changi village le! hah.

i should make it a point to blade alone when im more pro with my braking and balancing..like jieying said, its nice to be thinking of anything under the sun while blading. and i agree. i do like that moments of blading leisurely alone, thinking of stuffs or emoing. good ME time.